Sunday, 23 January 2022

wizard boilerplate

i was talking to jack about a vertical tower-of-babel style adventure he's working on inspired by the endless stair where you jump and climb up to the top of the structure and then fight god or something, but you fall off the adventure and there are... mutators so its different on each ascent, and you want them to fall off

anyway the obvious problem is the pcs might have flying and how can you disallow or disincentivise flying. and we talked about various curses you can apply so that you can fly but it gets worse each time you do, or ways to build a dungeon so that if you miss stuff you just cant complete it, and so on

anyway i think this whole thing is sort of wizard boilerplate where theres like, a rule room where all the rules for this adventure are listed and by entering the dungeon you agree to these rules. if you do this thing the wizard doesnt like he'll zap you with the anti that thing device

but another approach would be just regular boilerplate where you put at the top "this adventure doesnt work if you're flying" or "this adventure is for levels 1-4 and fuck off aaracockras" or whatever

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gyi outta hea

so i think this is probably a better solution because you dont have to map out all the implications, you dont, as the player, have to work out when the dragon isnt looking so you can cheat, its just not allowed, no to this thing

i may be overstating it with the room with the diegetic rules that you agree to... bascially we're talking about... systemic fiat constraints versus diegetic fantasy constraints... and its sort of a spectrum where... if there's a dragon who enforces the rule, they can be understood and subverted in the ways a dragon can be subverted. if its an explicit diegetic rule that you know about, you can decide whether to accept the diegetic consequence of cheating. if its an hidden version of that, where it's not telegraphed, it's just the dm zapping you when you do things they don't like. and if its like a rust monster or something... then its a ingame justification for the dm zapping you when you do things they dont like.

but i do think there's fun to be had with wizard rules rather than dm rules. like in the case where the dm doesnt allow flying, the fun youre having is working within the constraint. if the wizard doesnt allow flying, the fun youre having is working around the constraint. um... we're in that 'too many playstyles' problem where in one kind of game its fun to do the thing that would be disasterous in the other kind of game, and the game supports both playstyles. i like the thing where game mechanics are represented diegetically as in-fiction handles, if you can use them.  And im led to understand that there exists other (lesser) people hate that stuff.

anyway thats the post. wizard boilerplate

Friday, 21 January 2022

what is a flame?

 as seasoned flamers and flame developers we can sometimes lose track of the essential elements of the flaming hobby. what, in its essense, is a flame? so its like... its the feeling of having your soul lit up by a thing. its that neato feeling in your navel, corresponding to a sharpness of cool air, where you're like, heck yeah, fuckin, wooo

i think its perhaps important to distinguish flame from like, sexual arousal or like dopamine response or community-infeeling or performance of right behaviour, as like another separate thing that isnt these other things. a flame is not a system of rules that allows for player agency. a flame is not a toy or structure that creates a flame.

so like, a flame can be created by reading a sourcebook or executing a combo or getting a funny idea for how to mess with your friend, a bit of a song that you like, the smell of old books, these things are not the flame, but we can recognise that they are among the things that can create the flame. but not necessarily reliably. a game might create a flame in you but the game will persist even when the flame is gone. its important perhaps that the two things are not the same

anyway i think what i mean here is evident from what ive said but i'll reiterate here to spell it out; this because i sometimes characterise myself as someone who 'likes systems' but i dont actually 'like', 'systems'. a system does a thing. theres a point to all this. star wars isnt star wars, star wars is star wars. and so on

Thursday, 6 January 2022

the berk thing

 i know im not cool for saying this but the berk thing with planescape bothers me

-theres no berkshire in the planes
-i know you mean cunt
-just say cunt, tsr

Sunday, 2 January 2022

why all the silent characters in Ghibli films?

 To what end are silent or silenced characters used in Hayao Miyazaki’s films?

 What role do these characters take in these films? How can they communicate, if not verbally? How does their silence interact with the themes of these films? I will argue that silent characters are used to express both divinity and disempowerment in characters, to express unexplainable forces, and to contain mysteries. I will argue that Miyazaki’s use of silent characters can be understood from a Shinto perspective - that the folk spirituality of Japan enables a sort of anthropomorphism of objects and animals that Miyazaki uses to evoke astonisment at the strangeness of nature. In general, I will argue that Miyazaki makes use of silent characters to evoke a richness in his worlds, where life, identity, humanity and morality are made fluid.

The ohmus (the giant beetles of Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, 1984) are used as a metaphor for nature. The insects of the toxic jungle represent a singular threat to the human communities of the film - their size, numbers and ferocity make them legendary monsters, difficult to deal with, and fearsome. The insects are powerful symbols of impending doom and the impenetrable and alien judgement of nature - they are a pure visual metaphor and a mystery, a challenge, and through silence they maintain these qualities - they seem ineffable. But repeatedly Nausicaa, the protagonist, demonstrates that these creatures can be dealt with peacefully, asserting the ecological message of the film.

the Laputan robots (Laputa: Castle in the Sky, 1986) are similar. They are remnants of a mysterious floating city, an ancient civilization that few people believe ever existed. The first robot we are shown was broken into multiple pieces when it fell to earth; it is kept in a military facility, and is inanimate - until awoken by a spell from its native Laputa. At first, it is seen only as proof that Laputa exists, and is kept deep underground. Colonel Muska, the film’s villain, warns of its vast destructive power. Once it wakes, it tries to escape the facility. The soldiers fear the robot and try to destroy it. It is shown that the robots are capable of massive destruction, as Muska claims. The robot approaches the girl Sheeta, last heir of Laputa, whose spell woke it. However, it seems to gently protect the girl, even as it destroys the fortress and its surrounding countryside.

Later, when they arrive on Laputa, Sheeta and Pazu, the film’s protagonists, encounter another robot, of the same sort, but which is only ever gentle. Though they fear it at first, it acts as a caretaker for Laputa’s gardens, gingerly lifting aside their flying vessel to protect a bird’s nest beneath. The other robots of Laputa are inanimate, seen overgrown with roots and mosses, still protecting the gardens, though they no longer function. like the ohmus and insects of Nausicaa, the robots form a powerful visual symbol for an unknown force - the mysterious temperament of a lost civilization - and their silence maintains this mystery so that it can be revealed as the story progresses.

Nago (a boar god, Princess Mononoke, 1997) is seen corrupted by some poisonous hatred, appearing as a strange insectile demon, covered with wormy growths. He leaves a trail of destruction in his wake, and seems determined to destroy a human village. The protagonist, warrior prince Ashitaka, tries to calm the creature or turn it back, but finds it relentless - he has to kill the creature, and thus he reveals the boar god within. Ashitaka takes an evil wound in the combat, which corrupts him as it did the boar.  Ashitaka is expelled from his village - he, too, will be taken for a demon.

Princess Mononoke’s world is one of stark moral relativism: “Idyllic countryside locations become polarised with urban, or industrial, environments, and yet in a film such as Princess Mononoke where discord between the two spaces provides narrative drive there is no simple identification of either as ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ (good or evil).” ... “The key point is that such representations appear nostalgic for a time long past, and perhaps lost, yet in many anime examples both images of the past and present are linked with menace and horror as suggested in relation to examples from Studio Ghibli.” (Ruddel, 2007)

Nago’s curse is symptomatic of the themes that plague the changing world of the film - Nago is a creature of an old world of kami (gods and spirits), and is driven mad by a gunshot - a new technology, from a new world of men which seeks to corrupt and destroy those ancient and sacred forces. Later, Ashitaka encounters a tribe of boars, Nago’s people. These refuse to believe that Nago could ever have turned into a demon - they insist that he was beautiful, and call Ashitaka a murderer.

Nago’s silence makes him anonymous - and the mystery of his identity allows him to become a purely demonic presence, an omen - but the later relevation of his true identity creates a clear demonstration of the film’s moral relativism.

Kodama (tree spirits, Princess Mononoke) inhabit the realm of the Forest Spirit. They are pale and transparent creatures, infantile, making rattling noises with their stony heads.  Ashitaka first encounters one when he hears the cries of an injured ox-driver, lost in the woods. The ox-driver fears the kodama - but in truth, the kodama are harmless. They seem to lead Ashitaka as he travels through the forest, but he is unsure whether they will lead him to safety or lead him astray. As spirits of the trees, they denote a place that is filled with watching and mysterious creatures, and they indicate the character of a landscape which may or may not be malicious.

The ox-driver also warns Ashitaka about the deer god (the Forest Spirit)  - the lord of this magical forest, who resembles a deer with a human face. Ashitaka stumbles upon a sacred pool, and briefly glimpses the deer god through the trees. Later, having suffered a gunshot wound, the wolf princess San returns him to this same pool to be healed by the deer god while he sleeps. The deer god will heal Ashitaka’s gunshot wound, but not his curse. By night, the deer god takes a second form, the nightwalker, a bipedal creature, taller than trees, seemingly made of starlight. Though the deer god never speaks in the film, all revere him, and he is central to many local legends. A local hunter says it is sinful to look upon him. The wolf goddess Moro claims that life and death are his alone. In the film, the the monk Jigo, an agent of the emperor, travels to the forest to assassinate the forest spirit and make war against the forces of nature.

Many characters remain silent in order to disguise a nature that the filmmaker does not wish to express, or wishes for the viewer to reflect upon. Silence is used for characters that exhibit some magical nature - a divinity, or a curse. In divinity, or reverence, it makes the character unknowable, expressing a disconnect between the mortal and the divine, or between humanity and nature.

 In curses, the silence is often a part of a larger punishment - these characters have been silenced to demonstrate a difficulty, a loss or failing they may overcome.

Much of Spirited Away (2001) takes place in a bathhouse for spirits, an arcane and unfamiliar place, where humans are unwelcome. Haku, a young boy, acts a sort of guide for the protagonist Chihiro as she navigates this space. Haku is hostile at first, commanding Chihiro to flee. When it becomes clear that she will not be able to leave, he becomes more accomodating with Chihiro, even taking risks for her. He acts as her guide and guardian, helping her to enter the bathouse and to avoid enchantment, and shielding her from the detection of Yubaba, the witch who runs the bathhouse. When Chihiro encounters Haku again, he is hostile once more. In private, he looks out for her - Yubaba controls those in her employ by taking away their names, but Haku helps Chihiro to remember hers, to maintain her identity. In public, he is cold, and he acts as Yubaba's henchman. In his true form - as a white dragon - she sends him away on missions. Chihiro wonders if there are two Hakus.

When Haku returns from his mission, he is injured, cursed, and voiceless: Chihiro finds him animalistic, unable to return to his human form. In this form, he is vulnerable, a vessel for Chihiro's love and charity. Spirited Away shows Chihiro's journey to maturity, and it is in her relationship with characters that are silent or silenced that we can see this development: she speaks for characters that cannot speak. When Chihiro reveals to Haku his true name, he returns to his human form in order to speak with her - his speechlessness in the dragon form mirrors his dispowerment at the hands of Yubaba and the humans who destroyed the river he once represented.

In his first appearance, No-Face, a masked and shadowy spirit, stands silently on the bridge that leads into the bathhouse. Despite his ominous appearance, he is ignored by all those around him, and only Chihiro seems to see him. Later, she encounters him briefly, standing in the gardens, silent and alone in the rain, and she leaves a door open so that he might enter. This single act of kindness seems to resonate with him. No-Face has magical powers that seem to befit a mysterious intruder - he can become visible or invisible at will. Later, Chihiro and Lynn are forced to clean the most filthy tub in the bathhouse, and Chihiro is sent to get a Herbal Soak token with which to clean the bath, but the foreman refuses her, saying that these tokens are too valuable. Later, No-Face presents her with a handful of such tokens, though she only needed the one: we see that No-Face cannot understand what is appropriate, and what is excessive. No-Face is a lonely spirit, he does not seem to belong anywhere. His silence seems to express his isolation, his otherness. Through her interactions with No-Face and Haku and other silent or silenced characters, we can see Chihiro express a charitability, humility, and develop a maturity.

Through an understanding of traditional Japanese religious beliefs and folk wisdom we can gain insight into the nature and motivations of these characters. Boyd and Nikimura (2001) describe Shinto beliefs and motifs as presented in Spirited Away: “Chihiro also encounters kami of animals and vegetation, such as small baby chicks and a white sumo-like radish kami, reflections of the Shinto notion that all phenomena have kami potential.  Miyazaki himself refers to this idea: "In my grandparents' time," he says, "it was believed that spirits [kami] existed everywhere -- in trees, rivers, insects, wells, anything. My generation does not believe this, but I like the idea that we should all treasure everything because spirits might exist there, and we should treasure everything because there is a kind of life to everything."

Their silence allows them to be presented ambiguously, and thus revered or distrusted as strangers are revered and distrusted in Japanese folklore: “Inhabitants  of traditional  villages  used  to  recognize  many  kinds  of strangers. Visitors  from  the  outside  world  included  smiths,  carpenters,  masons,  roofers,  and other  craftsmen,  peddlers  of  medicines,  fancy  goods  peddlers,  traders,  horse

dealers,  shamans,  priests  and other religious  practitioners,  traveling  drama players,  story  tellers,  and  so  on.  Smiths  and  other  craftsmen,  as well as the religious  practitioners,  were  attributed  with  mystical  powers  (Takeuchi  Igdob). The fact  that  newcomers  and  outsiders  who become  holders  are  typically prosperous,  powerful,  highly  skilled,  or  possess  valued  and  rare  objects  is matched  by  the  fact  that  they  are  regarded  as  dangerous  for  some  reason.  In  this we  see  the  underlying  pattern  of  ambiguity”. (Yoshida, 1981)

In general, Miyazaki uses silence in characters to create or disguise a dual nature: many of these characters have an apparent nature that disguises a hidden nature, which can be revealed later in a way which explores the themes of these films.
(I wrote this for an Animation History class in 2013, it even has a bibliography. lux)

Bibliography

Caroline Ruddell. 2007. “Breaking Boundaries: The Representation of Split Identity in Anime.” http://journal.animationstudies.org/caroline-ruddell-breaking-boundaries-the-representation-of-split-identity-in-anime/

James W. Boyd and Tetsuya Nishimura. 2004. “Shinto Perspectives in Miyazaki's Anime Film Spirited Away.” http://www.unomaha.edu/jrf/Vol8No2/boydShinto.htm

Teigo Yoshida. 1981. “The Stranger as God: The Place of the Outsider in Japanese Folk Religion” Ethnology, Vol. 20, No. 2 (Apr., 1981), pp. 87-99 (accessed through JSTOR)

Debra J. Occhi. 2012. “Wobbly Aesthetics, Performance, and Message: Comparing Japanese Kyara with their Anthropomorphic Forebears”

Asian Ethnology, Vol. 71, No. 1 (2012), pp. 109-132 (accessed through JSTOR)

Tuesday, 21 December 2021

some riddles

 hi. here are some AI generated riddles.

1. The Fox's Riddle:   There's a king who has one hundred warriors. Every morning he has one hundred new recruits, all of whom are completely unarmed except for a wooden sword that they are required to wear. If a recruit tries to run away, the king captures him and beats him until he dies. One day a fox comes to the king and asks for mercy for one of his subjects. How should the king treat the fox?

Answer: Beat the fox until it learns that it was a fool.

2. The Riddle of The Falling Balloon: A traveler rides atop a hot air balloon filled with hot air. Suddenly the balloon and its rider begin to fall. What is the first thing that the rider sees?

Answer: His hands

3. The Farmhand's Riddle: A farmer and his wife have seven sons. The youngest is called Greedy and is as greedy as his name suggests. The eldest is called Land and is as proud as his name suggests. The second is called Hunger and is as hungry as he is. The third is called Famine and is as poor as his name suggests. The fourth is called Fear and is as afraid as he is. The fifth is called Plague and is as sick as he is. The sixth is called Murder and is as violent as his name suggests. The seventh is called Betrayal and is as treacherous as he is. What are the farmer's five oldest sons called?

Answer: Tired, Thirsty, Hot, Cough and Fever

4. The Coward's Riddle: A coward and a brave man are going on a long journey together. The brave man has two loaded crossbows and can fire both of them. The coward has none, but can run as fast as he can. How can the coward get along with the brave man?

Answer: The coward can hold the other's crossbow for him.

5. The King's Riddle: A ship is sinking in the middle of the ocean. All on board are rescued by a lifeboat except for three. They are a king, a princess and a knight. The princess is as beautiful and sweet as she can be. The knight is strong and powerful. The third is a thief. He steals the king's jewels without his permission. Who are they?

Answer: The princess is the king's daughter, the knight is the king's son, and the thief is the king's butler.

6. The Kangaroo: A farmer is milking his kangaroo. As he does, a golden liquid spills out of the animal's ear and onto the floor. The farmer is very angry, and calls on all the gods of the pantheon to punish the kangaroo. What is the punishment?

Answer: Death

7. The Lion's Riddle: A hunter is looking for a lost shepard. He carries two spears and can run as fast as a lion. The shepherds dog is as swift as a vulture. What can the hunter do to outrun the dog?

Answer: He can't

8. The Twins' Riddle: There are two birds sitting on an apple tree. One says to the other: "Brother, I am plumper than you. I am older by a day. What am I?" The other bird replies: "You are younger by a day. You are plumper than I am." How can this be?

Answer: The first bird is older than the second.

9. The Riddle of The Broken Window: A merchant is pushing his wheelbarrow up a hill. It breaks, the spokes break, the handles break, but the best is the wheel itself. The wheel is as strong as a fortress. What is the merchant's name?

Answer: Nobody knows. Nobody ever will.

10. The Riddle of The Golden Cap: An innkeeper is pouring gold coins into a sack. The coins only have a face value of ten copper coins. How many coins does the sack hold?

Answer: A billion

11. The Riddle of The Missing Eye: A farmer has ten sons. The eleventh is blind in one eye and can see only black in the other. What is the name of this son?

Answer: Satan

12. The Riddle of The Three Keys: Three men are standing on the threshold of a great castle. The first has a key for the castle's front door. The second has a key for the back door. The third has a key for the iron gate. Where are they going?

Answer: The first is going in, the second is going out, and the third is going to a castle far away.

13. The Owl's Riddle: A farmer is sowing seeds. Some are to be planted in a field, some in a forest, and some in the king's palace garden. A moth comes and asks for which seed it should eat. The farmer tells the moth to eat the corn seed, the weasel to eat the cow seed, the snake to eat the dog seed, the cabbage seed, the apple seed, the crab seed, the cress seed, the mushroom seed, the nettle seed, the pea seed, the rice seed, the sorghum seed, the timothy seed, the wheat seed, and the yeast seed. What seed does the moth eat?

Answer: The crab seed.

14. The Calf's Riddle: A calf stands next to a cow. The cow has a baby. The calf wants to eat the baby. The cow says: "No, you may not have my calf. I gave birth to him." What may the calf do?

Answer: The calf may not eat the baby.

15. The Dog's Riddle: A dog stands next to a wolf. The wolf is licking something. The dog begs the wolf to let it lick the thing the wolf is licking. The wolf says: "No, you may not have my mark. I am being honored by a great king." What may the dog do?

Answer: The dog may not lick the thing the wolf is licking.

16. The Frog's Riddle: A frog stands on a lily pad. The lily pad floats on a pond. The frog is looking at a dragonfly. The frog asks the dragonfly: "Is your life so short? Why do you bother with such a slow, tedious existence? Why not soar with the birds?''Sigh,'said the dragonfly,'if only I could.'" The frog says: "I wish that I could be as swift as you. If I could only reach the birds, I could fly away.'I wish he could,'said the frog,'but I am only a frog.'" The frog then leaps into the water and swims away. Why does he do this?

Answer: The frog can't fly. It is too heavy.

17. The Two Seasons: A farmer has a dog. He divides his year into two seasons. The first season is the seed-sowing season. The second season is the corn-planting season. Every night the dog dreams. In the first dream, the dog eats the farmer. In the second dream, the dog eats the farmer's wife. What season is it?

Answer: The seed-sowing season.

18. The Old Oak Tree: An oak tree grows in the forest. It is as old as the Lord God. To the tree, time is but as a breath, a glimmer, a shimmer, a nameless nothing. To the oak tree, time shall be no more. For the tree is eternal.

19. The Old Rhyme: The sun shines brightly. The birds are singing. The wind blows. The rhymes flow. Let all things be as they should be.

20. The Old Woman's Rhyme: Three little pigs went out to sow. When they were in the wood, they saw a wolf. The first little pig said: "I will kill this wolf." The second little pig said: "No, let me kill it." The third little pig said: "No, let me kill it." By and by, a great big wolf came running towards them. The first little pig said: "I will kill it." But the others said: "No, let us all three kill it." So they killed it. Then the three little pigs went in to feast.

21. The Old Man's Rhyme: There once was a man who had a beard so long it reached the moon. One night the moon rose, and the man stood upon the earth. The moon rose higher and higher, and the man stood still. At last the moon shone down so bright that it lighted up the earth like day, and the man stood in the light. Then all the plants and trees bowed down to the man in reverence, for they all knew that in times past the heavens had rained upon them and had given them life and all its blessings.

Friday, 17 December 2021

feeling hollow

im thinkin about this post which compares tabletop rpgs to computer rpgs to books

what i want from a computer rpg is generally a single player experience, played over a long time, a deep system of mechanics to explore, i like making builds, i like making decisions to affect the outcomes of worlds, i like exploring weird societies and outlooks, i like buildng and maintaining structures and factions. i like being a subtle manipulator rather than a chosen one and a boistrous leader of men - so i want the game to give me different modes i can employ, in the space where i can choose the mode i want. i like having little dudes and customising them and moving them around. i like executing combos. i like setting things up an knocking them down. i do not like canned narratives, i like procedural narratives.

most computer games don't offer all of this, so i'll take what i can get, but its the more the better. in hte past i've said that the more the thing is like what i want, teh more it is a rpg, but its semantics. books and tabletop rpgs are not a good way to get near this desired crpg experience though. tabletop rpgs being necessarily short experiences where you have to do what other people want, and youre limited what youre friend is willing to imagine, dont offer the deep systems  and long games, the system mastery angle that im looking for. you get the thing where you want to act liek a dick because thats what your character would do but actually youre obliged to not act like a dick, to be nice to your friend.

but the think im really trying to get at is - there is this hollow feeling that you get over time with games. you start to see the edges of the simulation, and you cant do all you want, and you have to play within the constraints of the game. ive been playing dragon age inquisition and it wants you to be a specific character that isnt the character i want to play , sort of the geralt problem, the fallout dad problem, and im making do. you get bored with mechanics and stories once youve explored them and youre just doing the same things over and over. you get to where youre just trying to get to the next area and see all teh content even though the system has becoem boring and youre not really engaging with it anymore. games are good at being skinner boxes and you  get the 'one more dungeon' pageturner thing where you feel like youre obliged to keep playing even if you dont want to.

in general i assume this means the game haas offered a hollow version of the system i want, and that i'd be satisfied with a richer version of the system. but i still end up feeling hollow with games that deliver rich systems like for example with games like slay the spire - even where the mechanics and systems are quite rich you will wear them out eventually

i like to think that games can be a affirmative and worthwhile and meditative experience while still offering endless and generative play - but its a difficult goal to achieve and a lot of games dont strive for this, and still make money and are successful in the ways we define success for games - and i feel like not everyone wants what i want, so maybe the kind of experience im looking for is niche and not that desirable a thing to strive for as a developer - and even a game striving for this thing still can leave me unsatisfied, i might never be happy with anything

i dont think having a blast with friends is teh solution to this problem, i dont think this is generally a problem with single player experiences but with the abject horror of existence

in conclusion i like rpgs because they let me make a little guy